So mad, so sad

Well, today I thought I was gonna write about the museum i visited with my nephews last wednesday. But no, I got other things on my mind right now.

I'm trying to be nice and all I get back is total shit. It's so not fair. I just don't want to deal with this tonight. I was in such a great mood and then this night ends up like this. I don't know everything... I don't know what game your playing all the time cuz I'm not checking steam every single minuit. I had teamspeak on and you say you talked to me but I didn't hear anything. That's not my fault is it? Maybe it's just small things but then we have the fact that I asked you earlier to come to teamspeak and you said you'd go there later. So I waited too, I tried to make you all happy and then when I decide to check teamspeak you're there singing? wtf... I was trying to cheer you up and there you are sounding all happy. I overlooked that and since you said you were busy I went to play with Mega instead. And well, as I told you, I didn't hear nor see you starting to play killing floor. I'm so mad right now cuz I feel like you had no reason acuse me of the things you did. And then I'm sad cuz I thought I was one step closer to that big decision I have to make. But I guess it was just one step forward and two steps back.

And then a big thank you to the people who tried to talk to me about it. I appreaciated that you noticed something was wrong.