Can't sleep

Well.. I can't sleep. I'm not sure why, because I'm so tired. I think maybe it's my heart that's keeping me up. My heart and my brain don't work together. My heart likes people so fast, but then when my brain gets mixed in then it all becomes a mess. My brain is smart when it comes to love, and my heart is foolish. It's not always easy to figure out which one to listen too even though my brain probably would be the better one.
I wrote a little poem, I'm pretty sure it sucks though. Or actually I know it does, but I'm to tired to care. Actually it's not really a poem, it's just words about how I feel.

My heart is heavey
My heart is blue
My heart is happy
And so very confused

Maybe it's broken
Caught in a dream that once was
Or maybe it's lonley
Searching for someone to love

A crush comes easy these days
Give me a kind word
And I'll open up my heart
But soon it all falls apart

Feelings fade away so fast
Sometimes I just wish they'd last

Not because I'm truley in love
But because I dream
I wish
I hope
That my heart has found
Love once again