A new beginning

Tuesday, 28 June 2011

Energized

I slept a bit long today but hey, I made up for it. Been out for a run, then rollerblading and then I did my exrecise dvd. I'm awesome. Was so freakin' nice to take a shower after that! Phew! Gonna take a quick look around downstairs and clean up a bit. Don't want to live in a pigsty.

Think I'm gonna do some laundry too, cuz well it doesn't really require much effort from me. Lunch or a snack would be a nice thing too... After that I'm gonna obey my hamsters request and clean his cage.

And then... COMPUTERGAMES!! hehe

Monday, 27 June 2011

Happy material girl!

That's me! At least today it is hehe. I don't care so much about stuff but to be woken up by my dad who says we're going shopping is always a nice thing. Now I've got a whole bunch of new stuff! But I limited myself to socks and underwear except for a bag hehe. Cuz I wanted new stuff hehe. Happy!

Sunday, 26 June 2011

Sigh

I'm so tired of cleaning up dishes now... Feels like I'm not doing anything else than that. And most people just leave it everywhere and then I have to go clean... bah... And someone stole most of my kokosbollar :( So now I'm gonna eat the ones that are left cuz they are mine. Feeling: Stuffed.

Saturday, 25 June 2011

...

Potatoes and chocolate

The day after midsummer. I'm not hungover like most of sweden. Cuz well, I can have fun without alcohol and I only drink it if I feel like it. Slept very long today though, almost 13.30. Then I went down stairs and got pissed of at all the dishes and the mess in the kitchen. Wtf... When I went upstairs last night there were only a few plates in the sink that needed to be washed, but I left them for today cuz there wasn't room. So first thing I had to do was to clean the kitchen... wonderful. Ah well, made some of those fried potatoes I like, got myself a cup of chocolate and now I'm here. Gonna read a bit I think. I tried to read earlier today when I woke up around 9.30 but that was a bit fail. Fell asleep with the book hehe.

Oh and my cute boyfriend left me a message on his cam this night again. From that game Spiral Knights that he and flames like so much. Was like this "Vitorskom is in love with Vixfluffyfox" Awww... cute right? hehe. Feel asleep before him tonight again.. I keep doing that latley wtf.. it used to be the other way around. Maybe I'm getting old... hehehe.

Friday, 24 June 2011

Midsummer

Is today. My dad and I wasn't really gonna celebrate it but now my sister and her family is coming here after all. I'm not feeling that well today either, so in case I'd start to feel worse the first thing I did was to do my little exercise routine. Did the DVD today and we'll see, if I feel like it later I might go for a run, but without music in that case, just to listen to the wind in the trees (I run in the forrest) and just relax a bit.

Either way I don't feel like being social and hanging out with family, I wanna go build some stuff in Minecraft cuz I didn't play for 2 days now I think and well... it's addictive! However I'll most likley try out Team Fortress 2 today, it's free on Steam apparently. But I already have it.. meh... hehe.

Also I feel like going out and take some pictures, but preferably not alone... I wanna go with my sweet love who writes me cute messages on his cam in the middle of the night hehe.

Wednesday, 22 June 2011

Choosed to run. Started to rain when I got outside and stopped as soon as I got inside. FML

My sweet boyfriend just told me this

"i miss waking up by your side
falling asleep by your side
watch movies by your side
kiss you, hug you, feel you really close to me"

Isn't he just the best? I love him so much!

Got a few things done today, awesome!

Well, first of all I got woken up by a woman from the local authority of Nynäshamn. She called me and told me there's no need for me to send receats with the report I have to send them every 3 months. It's like a little check up for me taking my nephews out to do stuff. Yeah, they pay me for that. Awesome right? My only income at the moment... how sad... hehe. Ah well, it's not much but it's better than nothing.

Anyway, was a good thing she woke me up cuz I had a phonecall to make to a doctor. Need a little recepie from there hehe. So I called there, and got an apointment on July 5th. Awesome, finally fixed that.

Also I had a nice little morningchat with my love, which is always nice, and then just as I was supposed to lay down again to read a bit Panda came in here. So we talked for quite some time before I actually did read hehe. Then I cleaned the ground floor of the house, why? Cuz my sister and her family are stopping by tomorrow. Otherwise I wouldn't have done that today hehe.

Now I'm trying to decide whether to go run and then rollerblade or to do my exercise DVD... Hopefully I'll make up my mind in a bit.

Monday, 20 June 2011

Something has been brought to my attention!!!

It's Reapers BIRTHDAY today, so happy birthday Krusty! Hope you'll have a great day and get lots of presents!!

Feeling a lot better now

Talked to my beloved boyfriend a bit and felt a bit better after getting to explain those emotions. Maybe I'll talk a bit more to him about it tonight and why I'm a bit sensitive about those things. I know I can seem very strong to other people and not care about such things, but when it comes to the person I love the most, I just can't pretend. It's not like I feel terrible, but yeah, it's constantly on my mind.

Either way I've been outside with Panda doing some exercise. We started with the badminton, and the equipment I bought very cheap were totaly crap. The fetherball got stuck in the rackets all the time! Besides it was windy so we got all happy when we hit the ball and then we realised it was stuck in the rackets pretty much every time. Sigh. Then Panda managed to hit the ball upp into a tree, and what is the first thing she decides to throw up there trying to get it down? The racket! And well... I guess you all understood where I'm going with this story already hehe. So, now both one of the balls and one of the rackets are stuck up there. And no, we couldn't get them down, no matter how much sticks and stones we tried to throw up there. But ah well, was crap things anyway.

Then we decided to go for a run, so I showed her were I usually run when I do run hehe. Takes about 20-30min depending on how fit you are I guess. We didn't check the time today though. After that I was still not tired cuz I didn't want to "kill" myself since I haven't been running for a while. So when we got back home I put my rollerblades on and went out for a couple of more min. Mostley cuz I felt like I didn't got to exercise the inside of my thighs.

And I'm still not that tired... think I'm gonna do some more exercises actually. Just because I'm awesome.

Maybe happy ever after?

Waiting for Panda now, we're gonna play badminton.

....I just want to cry....

Lost my motivation

Had so much motivaion last night, and earlier today, and now right before I was supposed to start I lost it. I feel like I failed already... But okay, I can't fail if I didn't start yet right? So my motivation must still be in there somewhere, probably behind some old hidden emotions. Emotions that's I've had since 5th grade. But okay, f*ck the motivation, I'm gonna start anyway. Maybe that's the easiest way to find it.

Sunday, 19 June 2011

Another rainy day

Past few days I've been really active on that site where I sell my photos, I've really started to enjoy comparing my pictures to others. Some are way better than me and some are worse than me, it's really nice cuz I can learn stuff from seeing other peoples nice captions or easy to fix mistakes. And it's really nice when people like my picutes there. I always go to their albums and try to like a few of theirs when they do hehe. Well "try" might be a bad word but if they aren't good then it can be hard sometimes.

Today is another rainy day. Means no guilty feelings of sitting by the PC all day. Yesterday was pretty nice though but after beeing at the catshelter I was pretty tired so didn't do much in the afternoon. Me and Vitor watched 2 movies though, Role Models and Life as we know it. They were both pretty good, guess we might watch some more movies tonight hehe.

Gonna finish the book I'm reading now.

Saturday, 18 June 2011

Catshelter

Yep, been there today again hehe. I checked with a volunteer there who's kinda "in charge" if I can bring Vitor with me some day when he's here and she said that's okay as long as it's one of the days that she's in charge. So that's nice, now he can come cuddle with the cats! hehe. Took a few pics today again, but I'm too lazy to upload them here too, you can find them, and many others here:

http://www.mostphotos.com/vixie/albums

Also, me and my friend Malin shot a short video of a cat playing with some water:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPMopvRBmqo&feature=channel_video_title

Guess I'll read a bit until Vitor gets home from band rehearsal cuz I don't really feel like watching a movie right now. And besides I'm pretty sure we'll do that when he gets home.

Friday, 17 June 2011

I'm bored... can't it be evening so my love and I can play games or something?

Thursday, 16 June 2011

Skinnarviksberget

Yeah that place... that's where I took my nephews instead of a café hehe. Found some friendly pigeons there who I shared my cupcake with. Was some seaguls too but they arrived to late to get a bite, pigeons already ate it all hehe. I like pigeons, I think they are quite beautiful actually. And also very smart. Smart animals are cool!

My dad has finished making dinner soon I think and after that I think I'll go buy a few apples.. kinda feel like snacking on that tonight hehe.

Pictures from today (btw, if you have me on facebook there's more there):







Calendar for July

I made a calendar for July and sent it to my love:

[11:58:32 AM] Vitor: nice *.*
[11:58:38 AM] Vitor: ehehe <3 you're so sweet babe
[11:58:38 AM] Vixiiiiie: :D
[11:58:58 AM] Vitor: i'd do a calendar like that too..
[11:59:19 AM] Vitor: but it would take forever to finish it :)
[11:59:31 AM] Vixiiiiie: awwwww
[11:59:37 AM] Vixiiiiie: but i just made for july (a)
[11:59:53 AM] Vitor: yeah know..
[11:59:58 AM] Vixiiiiie: hehe
[12:00:09 PM] Vitor: mine would take forever cause i'd need to make for an entire life
[12:00:16 PM] Vixiiiiie: :D

Love you honey!!

Gonna take my nephews out cyas later!

Wednesday, 15 June 2011

Goodmorning people

I'm still sleepy... and yes I slept until 11.30..hehe. But okay me and Vitor were up late watching a movie caleld Limitless. Was pretty nice. Thinking about talking to panda about making some lunch... not sure if I wanna play badminton today though, but maybe later. Cuz I kinda feel like I shlould clean the windows... meh... Asked my dad for 17E last night to buy some clothes and he said okay but I had to clean the windows... Guess I should just do it and get it overwith.

And the chickens that the neighbour across the street have are very noisy today. I don't usually hear them. For a moment I thought maybe there was a fox around there or something but nah... Ah well I hope it's not hehe.

Now I gotta try to get ahold of ,y love cuz he's been saying for a few days that he's been planing to buy something for us.. A surprise... And I want to know what it is!!!!!

Tuesday, 14 June 2011

Minecraft

We've got a new sheriff in town..

Wolfpack paying us a visit

Someone's lookin' down on me...

My babe being burned while going on our thrilling rollercoaster!

Shopping

Went shopping today with panda and this is most of what I came home with:

Stuff for my hamster (yes he uses this fish sand, but it's good actually) and some popcorn for meeee!


A little something to wear in bed hehe

Badmintonstuff, got a net too but didn't add it in the pic

Also ordered these online when I got back home:

Already have one of these in black and one in white... dunno why but I just love them hehehe.

Quote: I'm not like other people, even though other people isn't like other people cuz no one is like anyone else.

/ me and panda last night. Sounded even better in swedish though.

Looked through my unuploaded recent pictures

Seagull

Pigeons chillin'

"Hey guys, are you commin' or what?"


"Oh yeah, I know I look good, you know you want me"




Saw theese in a window, delicious huh? Me and my mom just had to get them!

The ones in the window were fake, which you can see on that berry, hence the strawberries.

Skipper, my friends dog who I'm gonna watch a few days next week again

Saw this book in a store called The English Shop, and well... thought of my love <3

Sunday, 12 June 2011

So bored...

Meh... really bored right now... I have games to play yes, but don't feel like playing any of them. Have my love to talk to, but we just don't have much to talk about at the moment... Guess all I can say is: meh...

So, what's going on latley?

I have known this for a few days now, but I didn't write it down here. I'm sorry hehe. Thing is, on July 15th my love will come here, and guess how long he's staying! One month!!! Until august 15th! I'm so happy! I'm gonna be able to wake up next to him for an entire month! Now I just wish that the days will pass faster so I can be in his arms as soon as possible! Believe me, we're gonna have a great summer!

Yesterday me and Vitor started to play a gme called Dead Rinsing 2, first I was a bit sceptical to wheather I'd like it or not, but actually it's not that bad. We also watched a movie called Megamind, and i was pretty funny hehe. Gonna check with Malin one of these days if she has seen it. She'd probably like it. After the movie we ended up playing Minecraft again, built an underwater glasshouse this time. Oh, and flames joined us, was really nice, cuz we haven't played with him in some time. To bad marevins pc lags so much so he wasn't able to play... but I guess some day he'll be able too! I'm optimistic! hehe.

Had breakfast just now, and Vitor is still sleeping, can hear him snore on skype even though both of our cams went of during the night. Guess I'll play some Dead Rising 2 then... Cuz Minecraft I really prefer to play WITH someone.



Vitor Building the glasshouse

Our castle at night

Tracks to our first house, superlong tunnel dug by me, yes!

Squid!

Thursday, 9 June 2011

Apocalyptic zombie dream!

Yes, I had one of those, I'll write down what I remember. I believe it started with me (in my dream) deciding to write some kind of zombiestory, and I was trying to figure out something that would basicly cause the infection taht turned people into zombies. Then there's a blank space in my dream and I find myself in this world with zombies all around me. However, some of the zombies have some vampireinfluences, and basicly have fangs. But they are hiding them and try to act normal so that they can feed of people. But you can tell it's a zombie cuz they walk a bit slow, but if they have time to focus on you they can start running and then they are fast. It's hard to outrun them. But you can also see that it's a zombie by looking into their eyes, you can kinda see when they get focused on you and then they kinda make this low grunt. But there's also the obvious ones, some might have wounds and such and really look like zombies, but they all have normal skincolor etc, might be a bit pale but doesn't have to be. Depends on how long they've been a zombie. But yeah, the most obvious ones are the one trashing things, putting cars on fire and so on, they are very destructive.

Either way, in the dream I found myself in a city and I wasn't really me now, I was a man in his late 20's or early 30's and looked and sounded kinda like Luis from L4D2, but a bit tougher. So as I was walking there I could see the panic among the living and the zombies. The infection must have spread at an enormus rate cuz there were still plenty of living around even though they were decreasing in number every minuit. Some of the living hadn't got it though, they thought it was some kind of riot and basicly tried to ignore the chaos and just pass by. I (as the man I was) walked up to an arguing couple who I think maybe was from Korea or something and asked them what the hell they were doing just standing there screaming at eachother. Apperantly the man had cheated on the woman and she had found that out in some text she had read on his phone. I told them to ignore that for the moment, and to look around and see what was going on around them. I also told them that come on, people are dying here, if they still love eachother they should deal with this later or somthing like that. As they realised all this I told them to run and try to get out of this town. Before they did he asked me to grab his cellphone, one of those you "flip up" and we both grabbed a hold of it and broke it (as a symbol he wouldn't cheat again). Then of they ran.

I was still roaming around town getting some supplies, but had a little problem as one of those vampirelike zombies focused on me, it was on a beach so yeah the town was close to the sea. He started to walk after me, faster and faster and then he started running, I was running and he was gaining on me, he was so damn fast. Then I had a bit of luck, some kind of ironpole thing ( one of those constructionworkers use to fix the fasad on houses etc) were close by and it was a long sot but I ran in under it and ducked for the bar, but the zombie did not and he kinda passed out long enough for me to get away.

After that I found myself meeting up with some other people next to an elevator, one looked kinda like Ashton Kutcher and one like Lisa Kudrow, but there were a black woman there too and possibly another person but I don't remember at the moment. We decided to team up as they were on their way to leave this town as well. We were high up in a building so first step was to take the elevator down. Shouldn't be too hard right well it was. As we were in the elevator going down we realised that one of the walls were closing in on us, we could easly stop it but we were scared to push to much on it in case this would lead to it falling of and leave an open side on the elevator. Then the gravity changed and we went faster and faster down. You know that feeling when your going down on a rollercoaster or something too fast? That feeling, but at an extreme level. If we wouldn't have grabbed on to the handles in the elevator then it would have fallen faster than us pressing us towards the celing. Then we felt "free" we looked out, and the elevator had gone through the floor of the building. But the building were raised on pelars and we were swaying high above ground back and forth as the pedal or whatever it's called in a grandfathers clock. We thought really fast and realised that the wire that held the elevator wont hold for long so we had to jump out as soon as we could, which would be as the elevator swayed to one of the sides cuz there was a small hill there so the fall for us would be lower. And we did, we made it out, not all at the same time and not to long after the last person had jumped we could see the elevatorwire break and the elevator fell to the ground. Oh, and a fun thing, where the elveator fell there was a big grassfield with loads of pigs on... That's random I know, but as this was a dream aftrer all I assume it's probably from playing too much Minecraft hehe.

So... that's how far I got in my dream, maybe the rest will be a story I make up some day when I'm bored hehe.

About birthdays

Me and Vitor were talking about the weekdays our birthdays  were on and then we checked what weekday we were born on. Of course my cute love never remembers and always think I'm born on the 8th of april, which is my dad's birthday, not mine hehe. So the conversation after that goes:

Me: When is my birthday honey?
Vitor: April......3rd 1989?
Me: Yes :D
Vitor: You're so fuckin old...
Me: FUCK YOU!

Hahahahahahaha! I love you honey! <3

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

You and me honey

Life is full of so many moments that we forget to remember, I know I've forgot many already but I really hope that the ones with you and me will stay with me forever. My heart has always been very open for love, but once you entered my heart I closed the door behind you. Beacause I'm never letting you go sweetheart.

I'm not sure why I don't want to sleep tonight. Maybe it's just cuz I want to lay here and listen to you snoring. Just to feel as close as I can on a distance this far.

In July I'll be in your arms again, I really wish it was sooner, cuz I miss your presence, your touch, your kisses and your hugs so much.

I love you honey!

Tuesday, 7 June 2011

I wanna kiss you every minuit, every hour, every day - is a part of a song by The darkness. And that's how I feel about you love.