Bad day/Alive

Woke up with a headache and choosed not to get out of bed. I just hid under my cover and escaped into the world of dreams. However it didn't work so well, I needed some time on my own, but still you managed to find your way into my dreams. Even when I took a walk the surroundings were dark and dangerous. So I found my way back to you. And why do I? Sometimes I feel like I'd do better if I didn't have any kind of feelings at all. Just going through the motions. I have two songs in my head today. They both reperesent kind of well how I feel, especially the second one. First one is Bad Day by Daniel Powter, and the second one is a song Sarah Michelle Gellar sings in Buffy the Vampire Slayer.