A new beginning

Thursday, 25 November 2010

Where's the love?

As the Black eyed peas sing in one of their songs, where's the love? I guess I do need somebody to love, I both need to give and receive love. For about 12 years I had my beloved dog beside me and even when the world showed it's dark side he was always there for me. The past 3 years I even had the love and support from someone who is very important to me. Unfortunately we decided to end our relationship, but I guess that was meant to be then. We're still friends, but it kind of hurt to think back. I found a piece of a conversation that I saved from our first year together:

D - How do you say I love you in Swedish?
V - Jag älskar dig.
V - D...
D - Yeah?
V - Jag älskar dig!
D - I love you too!

We talked about it about a year later.
I asked him if he remembered.

D - Yeah, I remember that. It was a great moment...
V - Yeah...
D - V...
V - Yeah?
D - I love youuuuuuu!!!
V - I love you tooooo!!!
D - So I'm the happiest guy in the world!
V - And I'm the happiest girl in the universe!
V - D...
D - Yeah darling?
V - Jag älskar dig!
D - Jag älskar dig tooooo! Hehe
D - How do you say too in Swedish?
V - Också
D - Jag älskar dig också!
V - Awwww

Even though these words make me smile, I guess I have to let go. I have plenty of love in me and I really do need to share it with someone. I tried, I dated a guy for a short period of time, but it led to no more than a couple of kisses before we realised that we weren't meant for each other. We just didn't click. To click with someone can only be understood by someone who has done that, and I wonder how many times in life you can do that. Is there a certain amount of clicks? I guess only time will tell...


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